I'm losing my mind

Most of you already know how much school is stressing me out lately. Well, this entry will prove just how nutty I am. I have been walking around in a foggy haze for the last few months...just going through the motions of school, internship, life in general without even thinking about what's happening around me....until now. Today at a red light, I turned off my engine. I don't know what I was doing! But when I stopped, I just shut everything down and didn't realize it until the light turned green and I couldn't understand why my car wouldn't budge when I pushed the gas.
My friend Karla and I exchange a lot of e-mails throughout the week. Tonight she e-mailed me about Friday night plans....here's our exchange which she requested go into my blog:

I WROTE:
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From: Claire154@aol.com
To: karlaindenver@hotmail.com
Subject: friday
Date: Tue, 18 Apr 2006 00:59:11 EDT

hey chickee,

laurie will be in town from steamboat, and we were talking about doing something. come with! i don't know what we're doing......maybe drinks downtown...who knows. neither of us could think of anything tonight. she wants to go see that bodyworld exhibit at the museum, but i think i would throw up looking at that stuff. she's a little disappointed in me... :(

i'm no fun lately, because i have no money and because i am in the "final semester, i'm graduating and don't really give a shit about anything" mood. i've been pigging out on junk food, too. a lot of it! i can't wait until school is done. it's sucking the life out of me. i can watch like 7 hours of straight tv, and not even realize i've been sitting that long! i didn't do ANYTHING on saturday or sunday. i didn't take a shower until like 1:45am on sat night/sun morning. i didn't even leave my damn apt! i ate a whole box of crunch 'n munch in the last 24 hours! what the hell is wrong with me!!!???!!!!???

alright, nuff said.

so yeah.....friday night. whatever. i'm totally in the mood for sitting at a bonfire and drinking a beer or four. man...i wish i knew people that had bonfires. actually, i want to go camping.

okay...i need to end this, before i ramble on about other jankity topics. i hope you're laughing at my craziness, not thinking that i am insane. this too shall pass!

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KARLA'S REPLY:

ok, i want you to add that last email to your blog and go back and read it in a few days. cracked me up. yeah, you're a little nuts, but that's why i love ya. it's totally ok to be freaking out about your last weeks at school. no worries. keep smokin the wookie rock sista!

we can do whatever you want on friday night. we should do something that'll get your mind off of school. we could sit at barnes and noble and read gossip magazines or go have drinks or see another movie? whudeva...

i'll be thinking about you... crazy lady.